*Apocalyptic--Soldier

<sub>'Cause my brother told me that it was pretty damn low of me to leave lots in the dark.

...I seriously wish you can cancel accounts. > A >;;

*Explodes for good*</sub>

So recently I get notes on this account and on a new account.

Holy fuck. New account?

Why?

I wanted to get away from all the bullshit and drama that I constantly hear from people in notes and messages.

Now, eheh, don't get me wrong since really, I whined quite a bit of fucking times, but everyone does. So what's the difference?

Aaand funny enough, people are pissed at me for not telling them. Saw it coming.

Why did I move to a new account?

Couple things.

1.) Staying on this account basically started to really stab at me since past events.
2.) I wanted to get away from popularity. No, I'm not just complimenting myself. I mean like how I keep getting asked for requests after I said so many damn times I don't do them.
3.)Stalkers keep sending me threat notes and messages saying that I'm a bitch, whore, slut, dirty shit like that.
4.) I started getting seriously tired of what I saw in my gallery.
5.) Like every teenager, we need to vent. And whine. And bitch. Regular. Teenagers shit. And on my new account, with barely anyone watching, I can nicely put up some quick vents up then delete them without people having to deal with them, since well fuck, they get annoying, don't they?

For me, I do a LOT of venting since constant bullshit drama goes on in regular life that seriously isn't needed, and when I don't want to bother people on MSN, I vent quickly on DA.

I'm not apologizing. And I'm no longer saying any shit on how really that I was a fucking idiot.

I should have reeeeeeeeaally thought about moving or even gave second thoughts on how I wanted to quit. Since stalkers will find me again anyways. Hell, not fucking surprising.

Also, reason why I seriously wanted to leave. I got heart broken recently. Kay?

And since it's my first time ever of getting heart broken, I got overly upset and wanted to leave this site since I thought I'd never be able to draw the right way again. Though not too long ago, I got motivation back and I thought since I'm restarting on new stuff, why not just move to somewhere quietly? I thought it was a good idea.

But it's the internet. There's no such thing as peace.

Lemme say this for ALL of you so you don't have to say it.

I'm a fucktard, slut, lying bitch, whore, annoying whiner and so much more. :]

Sorry for being a teenager but it's human nature.

And I seriously wouldn't be surprised if half the people who watched me want to stop talking to me all in total. Not a problem at all.

Just about 2hours ago, I got a call from my grandmother, who's in Florida. And my mom was in a car accident. Some asshole on a moter cycle ended up colliding into the side of my mom's car and he flipped and smashed into the windshield. He's fine and now just from hearing about 20 mins ago, my mom's in a room for a couple hours and she's getting a few cuts cleaned from the glass. Otherwise, she's alright...god I haven't felt so scared in my life as I couldn't even type.

I am still thanking god that she's alright...but I really hope my mom doesn't force herself to get on the plane even with small injuries..I can wait a few more days to see her..but I want her to heal and have enough strength.

I haven't felt so relieved in so long...probably not ever since back in October..

Anyways, I'll probably be deleting this when I wake up. Till then, thank you god.

Thank you, thank you, thank you...

I love you, mom. So god damn much and get better. And I can't wait to see you.

Yep. Got myself a 360.

Finally, eh? Now I just need to get Live, which will be pretty cool to get. And yes, once I get it, any of 360 freaks have Live, can note me and ask for my Live account name. l'3 But it's pretty much good since I have my own now.

Otherwise yeah, I'm finally 17.
I had a bit of a rough road for the past few days including my birthday day but I'm okay now. However, I'm seriously regretting what I have recently done. And I seriously can't seem to ever be able to fix it. And I know that I can't ever ask for one more chance.

Anywho, artwork, I'm not gonna be doing for the next little while since I just can't seem to get my muse whatsoever. So all in all, I'll be around. But not active with art for the next while. Hence, I took down basically my gallery and even favorites.

Well I'm off.

-Ring